I'm not a huge fan of the Catholic Church. I don't agree with its politicalization and attempts to enforce its will on people. I abhor its byzantine power structure that has enabled so many years of abuse and exploitation across the globe. I want to shun the institution that collectively dismisses my existence as a human being because I love another man.
But...
The intrinsic message of the gospels and the wonderful meditative quality of the Mass are such peaceful and calming things that I can't renounce my faith. Yes, the big picture Catholic Church repels me, but on the microlevel, it's a great thing. Last night's Vigil Mass with its message of rebirth and renewal was exactly what I needed after this week of being angry with myself. Forgiveness of self is an important step in making progress toward the changes that I need to make in my life and I think that last night was a good step in that process, Pope Benedict be damned.
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